easy come-easy go-easy come-again

the company called me, begging me to come back, down on bended knees…jowk! yeah, they want us back again. i knew it. it’s a stupid decision if they’re gonna let us go when they already invested a lot. it’s good cause it saved me from interviews and all that stuff. i’m looking forward to the 14th..finally after 48yrs i can pamper myself with my salary. i should have gone to baguio with momy since i’ll still have my work on monday. but i doubt if i can enjoy knowing i haven’t received my salary.

last monday, he called and he’s sick again. they went to play frisbee with his former colleagues. i said “buti pa sa knila mei time ka” then when he said he’ll callback again i said “wag na! aalis ako. magffrisbee rin ako..” then i hung up. at least he remembered to call me yesterday. i was actually thinking when he will remember calling me again. our relationship is a bit odd. and i don’t know why. when he’s there, i’m happy. when he’s not there, i’m still ok. maybe because we’re both shallow. a little bit of “him” makes me feel okay.;p

~ by ampful on March 8, 2008.