when it rains, it pours

yesterday, it rained hard on me. i dunno what’s with yesterday but everything was gloomy. today was my first day..kya pala.

last saturday, we went out after friday shift. it was so fun, and xempre happy because for the first time, i went out with them. and swatch was there. kakainluv voice nya, and dame namin kodak moments..

but now, he seems awkward. panu b nmn, mawrong sent ba naman si tin sa knya mismo while chatting with les. funny was, i sent my text to him that was abt breaking up through email. yep, it is right. i sent a break up email,AGAIN, to him.

1 month of ignoring me. then delaying our dates.. it’s clear enough that i’m not his priority. i don’t if it is coincidence or something. but last week, swatch told xtin that the relationship with his gf is pretty shallow and he don’t have time for the girl. and last sat, they’re cool off. xtin said that i already broke up w/ my bf. although there’s no formality yet. too bad that he’s a bit aloof now. i don’t know why but there’s some sort of gap between us. or maybe i’m just assuming. in the first place, he’s still taken. we had fun last weekend. anyway, as much as i know, i’m single again…and i don’t need to rush things.

~ by ampful on June 18, 2008.