“kung di mo kaya magpaliwanag, magpadilim ka na lang.”

very well said…and un nga ang ginawa nya. nampf! there will come a time when you grew tired of waiting. reacting might be the last thing on your mind since you’re already tired na nga. i don’t know if my level of maturity became one step higher or is it my bitterness? well, i’m really not bitter now. i’d rather sleep than think of what might have beens.

i already accepted the fact that there’s no perfect or ideal guy. prince charming only lives in fairy tales. you would need to kiss a hundred frog to find the right one, if you’re lucky enough, that is. i’d rather stay single for now so i will have more time for myself, for many people, and for many things. it’s just weird though that i didn’t cry, or maybe because he didn’t made things clear and that it was my idea in the first place. who wants to cry when you’re not sure if it’s worth still worth crying for?

i said that i want to be happy in my own way now. am i happy? i can say i’m fine. neither sad nor happy.

i said that i want to set my priorities too. well, getting there… i think.

i said that this time there won’t be no pressure, no need to explain himself. whatever! my pride is all i have…and it’s all i need for now.

~ by eggbreaker on July 6, 2008.