ready for love?

1 month of being single…so?

i maybe new to be in this mode again, but it’s like learning to love myself more. my friend just got a bouquet of red roses since it’s their 2nd anniv…i just said “sana chocolates na lang, nakakain ba yan?” there’s bitterness, onti lang..but i realized that sana chocolates na nga lang. i can always buy myself flowers if i want to, but then chocolates is more fun. the way i think now is more rational. if i’m cold, i won’t wait for someone to hug me…what’s the use of all the jackets in my closet. if i’m down, i have a lot of friends! but i’m still hoping that there’d be someone who would be a real man, not just a lover but also a friend who can be there for me ANYTIME. i’m not in a hurry though, mas ok na yung ganto muna.  i feel more relax. no pressure.

after the shift, weekend na! i’m in the mood to go anywhere but then we end up having breakfast at yellowcab eastwood. one of our colleagues treat us. it’s just the four of us, doc, buddy,ryan and me. pro ok nmn.

after nun, borlogs….

RESTDAY CHECKLIST:

[x] saturDAY

[  ] sunday

supposedly, chris and i will watch a movie but he spent his money and i lend it to a friend. so bahala na lang daw. it’s a bit awkward that a guy friend like him would ask me out, ako pa daw first option nya. whether it’s bola or what, bhala xa.

5 in the morning, still up…guess my body clock really would be like this.

i remember my crush in the office, itago na lang ntin xa sa pangalang swatch…there was one time when xtin and swatch was chatting. they talked abt me, xtin asked what can he say about me. RESERVED daw…tahimik. i wonder if it’s a good point or not. i’m really curious about him. well, if it’s God’s will then who knows.;)

~ by ampful on July 20, 2008.