what’s good in gbye?

MONDAY: i’m late for 18 mins. well…what’s new… the place is too far and fare is costly back and forth. i took fx since i’m alone going to work, di na 2loy ako sanay not taking a cab going to work/home.

the manager asked for someone who wants to transfer to another site…which is nearer to my place. i thought jen was the one who said yes, she backed out. i butt in! i just said that it’s okay for me to transfer, i never thought it would be finalized the same day.

after hearing that, bigla ko agad namiss silang lahat. even though they’re still there, even if i’m still on my own chair, doing the same job and chatting with the same people. i surely will have a heavy heart leaving them all. <sigh>

i’m actually praying for some change to happen to my work so it would ajust when i enroll this october, i don’t know if this is the answer to my prayer. but what about swatch? i’m not sure why i’m choosing this over being with him. he’s a bit snob kc, there are times that i’m not sure if nachallenge na lang ako sa knya or what. but we’re friends. i don’t know if it’s ok to admit i like him since i’ll be gone. i waited for him to stop me, eh…why would he do that? he don’t want to risk for being in a new work. i don’t want to risk for working in a far place. he chose his comfort zone, i chose mine. if it’s meant to happen, who knows.

p.s.

my ex emailed again, he kept on greeting me every morning. he asked my off…

then upon writing this entry..buzZ…he’s onlyn.

~ by ampful on July 22, 2008.