the beginning of the end

The other day- my last day
Yesterday- my first day

when one window closes, another will open. when i was about to back-out my transfer, there are no other options. i don’t know why it came to fast, i didn’t have time to sit and think about it.

NO TURNING BACK.

the thing about life that sucks is that everything is about moving forward. no replays, no rewinds.
i had a wonderful experience with the previous account, no doubt about it.
super nice TL…
great set of friends…
petix job….
the only problem was proximity.

i’m not sure if it’s going to be fun on the new account<sigh>. and in reality, if it’s going to happen, it’s going to happen.i didn’t work to make friends but to earn for a living <pampalubag>.
last night, it’s weird… while i’m walking to the same place where we trained for 4mos i kind of miss them all. i realized it’s more painful when you leave good things behind. worse is that we had a lot of fond memories while training.funny is, i’m more than hurt now than breaking up with my ex.

the only thing that makes me smile is that for sure i’m missed by my friends.

And swatch is texting me.

if they think that it’s easy leaving, they gotta realize how much it hurts for us to leave them all.

i realized that i’m falling for him already. too late we’re now apart.

~ by ampful on July 24, 2008.