meeting the mom

i am currently chatting with him. we’re talking about me visiting him at his place and…i ended up saying i want to visit his mom’s place. he refused, obviously because of what happened. i understand that but i’m just wondering til when i am going to be his secret gf. til when are we going to hide and be legal. maybe stepping into his life for the third time is a stupidity or whatever.

i don’t know if i should confront this to him or what. but the thing that scares me would be not choosing to fight for me. maybe if that will be the end to this story, maybe i should better quit now or suffer later.

he’s always like that, he never changed. and i don’t know if he knows that…maybe i should tell him now.

BUZZ!

~ by ampful on November 6, 2008.