things will go my way

Over half a month of the 1st of the yr, so far..just fine. I’m planning to set my short term goals for the yr. I need to save a lot. i’m going back to school and hopefully this time things will go my way. There’s only one thing I can’t change now…

Yesterday was my first time to go MOA..no kidding. i’m with lei & K. kind of bitin since it’s sunday, we went there later afternoon. K treated us in Chef ‘d Angelo and we went to mass after.

Lei took the chance interrogating me while we’re eating. They both knew about all the ups and downs of our relationship which kinda like a roller coaster ride. This is what i’m talking about earlier. For them, it’s really enough that i don’t see him. For me, it wasn’t enough that he don’t realize my worth before i’m gone. Although i’m just cool with it. having no commitments at all.

Otherwise, who would demand of his time and commitment if we’re official? Who would be foolish to wait? Who would be tired and stressed of the promises? Who would be angry everytime or most of the time if he hasn’t changed yet?

it’s Me.

That’s why it’s better this way. I won’t have any rights at all so i won’t expect.

~ by ampful on January 19, 2009.