only hope..a walk to remember

For the nth time, i am watching “A Walk to Remember”. I remember the first time i watched this in big screen I was on a date with my ex while he was still courting me with some friends. this is actually one f my fave movie, simple yet meaningful..you know having faith.

I don’t remember when was the last time I went to church. i know it’s bad. sometimes, i feel like losing faith not with Him but with myself. Last friday morning, i lost a ring, it was my sister’s xmas gift. I was about to return in the office but it was too late. i even asked my colleagues to look for it but it’s nowhere to found. Faith is everything, but sometimes, you have to know when to stop hoping to something that would never happen. Sometimes, you have to be open to new ideas and things that would happen because God has bigger plans.

this week, i learned that they’re opening new positions to another department which we’re handling now. we’re 5 tier 1 payroll experts in our accounts and we’re doing what tier2 position does. plus, the previous account we handled needs more agents. am i sure i wanted to resign and study??

yesterday was mom’s bday. it’s saturday and i don’t want to sleep on my rest day but my head ache pulled me to bed until 11pm. i woke up with a very strange thoughts in my head. the dream seems so real. deh wants me back. we have a 3 day trip out of town and he said to me that he realized that he was wrong. my dream ended with me and him hugging. i didn’t respond to him though. does he really want me back?

~ by ampful on May 10, 2009.